Baddies Real Talk

21 November

Atwater Village, Los Angeles, CA
We all have those days where we just want to relax and not think about anything else. Actually almost everyday for me - I've been working nonstop both at my day job and for the blog. Since about a month ago, my workload has doubled and I have been writing restlessly at work. For those who don't know me, I'm an Ecommerce copywriter. I write about 75-100 copies on a busy day and 45-75 on an average day. That can range from product copies, emails, banners, social media captions, etc. Then as soon as I get a break, I get on my Instagram and try to catch up on my feed and/or post new content. This never-ending, exhausting cycle plus a few unhappy incidents really drained me out.

If you do know me, you'd already know that I'm a hustler, the real deal. I say what I mean and I do it with my 100%. I don't mind the hard work but I hate working towards things I don't care about. That's why I left my tech job. I left my very stable, lucrative job behind to chase my creative dreams. You're probably thinking, "this girl's nuts!" To tell you the truth, I can work a tech job but I want to do more than that. I was so eager to move on and find something closer to what I believe in. Still, I'm not sure if I'm wasting time where I'm on the wrong career path, again. Here's some crazy talk: I doze off sometimes and think about dropping everything and becoming an actor. But that's unrealistic.

Anyway, I'm not tired because of the work. I'm tired because I don't feel like my work is meaningful. I find it hard to validate what I do online and yet it is the only thing I can look forward to nowadays. Not this current set but I started shooting my own photos and doing self-portraits. I really want to showcase my raw vision to the world. Unless requested, I will not be reaching out to any photographers at this moment. If I'm going to lead my own direction one day, this is where it will start. With my own camera, my own lighting and my own edits, I am more than happy to hustle this the hard way. After all, it is my brand and my own content.

In the mean time, I will keep this cycle going until I can finally do this full-time. :-)

Also, I'm loving my BADDIES longline flannel thanks to HIBEKO, a modern streetwear brand created by my talented friend, Jasmine Bae. Be sure to show her some love and support - she just dropped her new collection and it's dope!

Photos by Michelle Lock

As always,
Cece

23 comments

  1. I totally hear you sweetie. I'm starting to reach a point of "can't take this anymore" as I started blogging three months ago and try to post approx 3 times a week. Sure, that would be fine if I didn't have a lot of other commitments as well such as a 9-5 job to start with... ALL my spare time goes into the blog, IG, social media and well, I don't have to tell you what it's all about obviously. BUT, we'll get there soon hun! I just know it, so hang in there and keep hustling! :)
    xoxo
    Thomas

    http://www.thomasfalkenstedt.com/2016/11/21/when-life-is-good-really-good/

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  2. Love your Sweater Darling;) and the brown shorts:)
    Keep going I totally understand you:)
    Kiss
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  3. I would dread doing an office job so I feel you there.. this super market location is perfect for the outfit :)
    www.samanthamariko.com

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  4. I love this look. So great!

    -Nataly
    www.beutifullyelegantblog.com

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  5. YES. First, I love these shots, they're perfect. The whole grocery store aspect is awesome. Second, love the hustle. I also work a full time job and go to grad school and blog and OMG it's so fucking overwhelming sometimes and my boyfriend asks me why I do it and why I don't just stop, and honestly, I like blogging. It's a creative outlet and I haven't gotten tired of it so gottakeeponhustling. Thanks for sharing. Loved this post.

    michenn

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  6. Love the Baddies flannel, you look nice & comfy. And good for you, so important to stay true to yourself & your brand !
    xx, gracie
    snappedbygracie.com

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  7. Love the look! It's so relaxed and cool and shooting the pictures in the supermarket totally gives the outfit a casual vibe. Have a lovely week! <3

    Andreea,
    http://couturezilla.com/

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  8. I totally feel you girl. I'm the happiest when I'm blogging or talking about fashion, not giving something I don't really care about my time. Hopefully one day we can both fulfill our true destinies :)

    http://www.thebeautybeau.com

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  9. I love that you are doing your own thing and seeing your vision come to life. You are such a hard worker and I know you will find your passion soon. These grocery store pics are too cute and quite editorial imo. Love the long flannel and suede shorts. xoxo, Christine
    http://dailykongfidence.com/

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  10. such a cool shot babe! love your sunnies!!

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  11. teach me your skills on not getting distracted! Your work load sounds insane. I would need a break too!
    xx Jenelle
    http://www.inspiringwit.com/

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  12. That's sounds só busy babe... I'm hustling between my studies and Blog, so also quite busy. Loving your photoshoot, really shows the feeling you're describing. XO Charissa - www.ladygoldapple.com

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  13. I totally get where you are coming from girl! I hope you can get some rest soon and re energize during the holidays! I love your content and unique idea :) The best thing to do when we are uncertain of what to do is to take some time to think, and write down what is important to you so that you can look back at it when you face adversity and don't give up.

    xoxo
    Fe Samaia

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  14. Get it girl!! So great that you are chasing your dreams. Keep it up, you can do it!!

    xo
    Katie Ann
    www.the-holly-tree.com

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  15. You're superwoman girl! I dream of the day I can blog full time too. :)

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  16. You are an inspiration, lady! Keep it up! You got this :)

    xo, Jo
    www.cutandchic.com

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  17. Hey girl I'm totally a hustler as well. I've been pretty burnt out juggling between work and blogging, but I just made a recent decision to quit my day job soon to pursue blogging full time. Being diligent is a great trait, but also remember to give yourself time to unwind for some mental sanity and balance in your life. You need to relax and do things that'll just make you happy as well.

    xoxo
    www.atsunamatsui.com

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  18. I used to care about blog a lot, but lately realized that it is not worse, I still blog for hobby mostly

    http://www.queenhorsfall.com/

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  19. I just recently devoted my whole time to blogging and I love every single time, hour & day that I'm working when taking photographs.
    I love that baddies on you tho! keep on rocking girl!
    www.thenewgirl.me

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  20. Awesome pictures and styling babe! Xx, Gina

    www.artsyrunway.com

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  21. I always wanted to shoot in a supermarket - so fun! Keep hustling! It will all pay off in the end :)
    XO
    http://www.lehoarder.com/

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  22. I feel you girl. It's tough working toward something you aren't sure you want to do and don't believe in. On the plus side, this is an amazing photoshoot and your outfit is killer :)

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  23. You are stunning and this plaid is perfection!!!
    http://beyondblessedblog.com/

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